Hey ma,u know what ma u amaze me,u even managed to send me a link back to this.OMG i could rave for a week ive so much to tell you,but hey i guess ur stuck in the middle of most of it and u know what mum i wouldnt have it any other way ,,,i love u soooooooooooooo much and wish things were different,but ur not suffering anymore so thats a good thing,love you xxxxxxxxx